discofidelity: Sumpa't Manika

Friday, February 29, 2008

Sumpa't Manika

Sumpa't Manika:
Tula:

Ayoko sa mundong ewan.

Ewan.

Ano nga ba ang ayaw ko sa mundo?
Basta ang alam ko, buwisit ang mga tao.
Tingnan mo't kumalatas ako sa balakyot.
Unti-unting pinira-piraso 'tong katawan ko.
Di na lang ako pinatay.
Pinadama pa sa'kin ang sakit.
Pait.
Kumakarit.
Tagusan ang hapdi.

Nakakatampo.

Matapos ka nilang pagkatuwaan,
Ano?
Ganito?

Naaalala ko pa,
Teka...
Wala na pala akong naaalala.
Pa'no nga ba ako nakapunta dito?
Bakit ba kita kinakausap?
Ewan.

Ang gulo ng mundo.
Ano nga ba'ng mali dito?
Bakit ba ako palaging sinasaktan?
Ano nga ba ang mali sa mga tao?
Ano ang mali sa'yo?
Sa inyo?

Ano nga ba ako?
Manika lang naman di ba?
Pero naisip mo ba na kahit manika...
Lumuluha,
Nagdarasal,
Marunong mgamura,
Namomoot,
Namumuhi,
Nais lumaya?

Kaya...

Ayoko nang maging tao.
Ayoko nang maging manika.
Gusto ko nang lumaya...
sa mga luhang di nakikita.
Sa PAGSUMPA....

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Musik

The Beatles (John Lennon, Paul McCartney, George Harrison, Ringo Starr), Elvis Presley, Roy Orbison, Ricky Nelson, The Beach Boys, Simon and Garfunkel, Everly Brothers, Hank Williams, Willie Nelson, Jerry Lee Lewis, Bill Haley, Bob Dylan, Neil Sedaka, Johnny Mathis, Steve Tyrell, Jose Feliciano, Ray Charles, Tony Bennett, Bobby Vinton, Sergio Mendes, Louis Armstrong, Marvin Gaye, Dionne Warwick, Gloria Gaynor, James Brown, Tom Petty, Sam Cooke, Paul Young, Edith Piaf, Mouloudji, Boris Vian, Dave Clark Five, The Carpenters, The Mamas and the Papas, The Who, The Stylistics, The Four Aces, The Associations, The Ventures, The Shadows, Rolling Stones, The Supremes, Santana, Jimi Hendrix, Queen, Eagles, Psychedelic Furs, Pale Fountains, Soft Cell, Buggles, Eurhythmics, Talking Heads, Alan Parsons Project, Fleetwood Mac, Roxy Music, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Spandau Ballet, Fra Lippo Lippi, Pink Floyd, Joy Division, New Order, The Cure, , The Smiths, Echo & The Bunnymen , R. E. M., generation X, New Kids On The Block, The Sound, Lords Of The New Church, Depeche Mode, Blondie, U2, Air Supply, Beegees, Bread, The Bangles, Crowded House, Earth Wind and Fire, Chicago, America, Abba, Dolly Parton, Black Sabbath, AC/DC, The Doors, Blondie, The Police, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Sugarcubes, The Donnas, The Pixies, Tears for Fears, Billy Idol, Simply Red, Suede, Wham, Fiction Factory, Nirvana, Hole, Sixpence None The Richer, Sound Garden (Chris Cornell), Smashing Pumpkins, Radiohead (Thom Yorke), Coldplay, Muse, Blur, Travis, The Verve (Richard Ashcroft), The Killers, Stereophonics, The Cribs, Bloc Party, Keane, Audioslave, The Doves, Starsailor, Culture Club, The B-52's, Duran Duran, The Go-Go’s, Billy Joel, Bob Marley, David Bowie, Iggy Pop, Eric Clapton, Michael Jackson, Tori Amos, Bjork, Elvis Costello, Elliott Smith, Kate Bush, Regina Spektor, Jeff Buckley, Rufus Wainwright, Billy Bragg, Emilliana Torrini, Fiona Apple, Sarah McLachlan, Pete Yorn, Moby, Kate Nash, Nora Jones, Basia, David Gray, Rhett Miller, Alana Davis, Johnny Cash, Leonard Cohen, Harem Scarem, Collective Soul, Duncan Sheik, Mr. Big, Don McLean, Dan Fogelberg, Cat Stevens, Albert Hammond Jr., Robbie Williams, Rod Stewart, Barry Manilow, Stevie Wonder, Beck, Gnarls Barkley, Marilyn Manson, Robyn Hitchcock, Mika, Imogen Heap, Jason Mraz, Leona Lewis, Amy Winehouse, Lily Allen, Kylie Minogue, Sheryl Crow, John Mayer, Michael Buble, Avril Lavigne, Colbie Caillat, Annie Lennox, Neil Young, Donna Summer, The Rembrandts, The Strokes, The Sheens, Beastie Boys, Republica, Garbage, The Cardigans, No Doubt, The Sundays, The Cranberries, 4 Non Blondes, The Breeders, The Dresden Dolls, The Mars Volta, Ramones, Oasis, Jamiroquai, A Perfect Circle, Nirvana, Smash Mouth, Third Eye Blind, Semisonic, Athenaeum, Barenaked Ladies, Sugar Ray, 3 Doors Down, The Knack, 311, Goo Goo Dolls, Gin Blossoms, Toad The Wet Sprocket, Matchbox 20, The White Stripes, The Raconteurs, The Ataris, Massive Attack, Deathcab For Cutie, System Of A Down, Korn, Incubus, Placebo, Silversun Pickups, Razorlight, Stone Temple Pilots, Dashboard Confessional, Panic! At The Disco, Silverchair, Coheed And Cambria, Wolfmother, Green Day, YellowCard, Snow Patrol, Foo Fighters, Tenacious D, Arctic Monkeys, Switchfoot, Jars Of Clay, Rilo Kiley, The Kooks, Say Anything, Orson, Bowling For Soup, Black Kids, Chemical Brothers, Vincent Black Shadow, Agent Sparks, Test Your Reflex, Franz Ferdinand, Kaiser Chiefs, Interpol, Lemonheads, Zwan, Ginger Sling, The Clicks, Mew, The Sounds, Taking Back Sunday, Stray Light Run, 30 Seconds To Mars, The Used, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Long Blondes, Band of Horses, Magic Numbers, DJ Bobo, Dj Shadow, Club 8, Last November, The Early November, The Decemberists, The Hush Sound, Cute Is What We Aim For, Starting Line, New Year's Day, Paramore, Daft Punk, Justin Timberlake, Timbaland, T-Pain, Imago, Sandwich, Cambio, Fatal Posporos, Narda, Urbandub, Razorback, Ramon Jacinto, Jose Mari Chan, VST and Company, The Teeth, Eraserheads, Drip, Radioactive Sago Project, Itchyworms, Cynthia Alexander, Fuseboxx, Camerawalls, Tapes n' Tapes, Martha Wainwright, Ivy, Electrico, Tegan and Sara, Ben Folds Five, Kid Rock, Until June, Jimmy Eat World, Nine Inch Nails, Operators, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Ludwig Van Beethoven, Johann Sebastian Bach, Claude Debussy, Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Frederic Chopin, The Zombies, The Housemartins, My Morning Jacket, Spoon, The Ting Tings, Peggy Sue and the Pirates, Laura Dockrill, Nouvelle Vague,

Moving Pictures

The Champion (1915), The Pawn Shop (1916), The Floorwalker (1916), Intolerance (1916), Shoulder Arms (1918), A Dog’s Life (1918), The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari (1920), Nosferatu, A Symphony of Horror (1922), Sherlock Jr. (1924), The Gold Rush (1925), The Battleship Potemkin (1925), The Phantom Of The Opera (1925), The General (1927), The Jazz Singer (1927), The Circus (1928), Un Chien Andalou (An Andalusian Dog) (1928), Dracula (1931), Frankenstein (1931) City Lights (1931), The 39 Steps (1935), Modern Times (1936), Snow White And The Seven Dwarfs (1937), Gone With The Wind (1939), The Wizard Of Oz (1939), Rebecca (1940), The Great Dictator (1940), The Maltese Falcon (1941), Citizen Kane (1941), Casablanca (1942), Gaslight (1944), Spellbound (1945), It's a Wonderful Life (1946), Notorious (1946), The Best Years Of Our Lives (1946), Monsieur Verdoux (1947), Hamlet (1948), All The King’s Men (1949), Rashomon (1950), Sunset Boulevard (1950), All About Eve (1950), Strangers On A Train (1951), An American In Paris (1951), A Streetcar Named Desire (1951), Limelight (1952), Singin' In The Rain (1952), The Greatest Show On Earth (1952), From Here To Eternity (1953), Roman Holiday (1953), On The Waterfront (1954), Rear Window (1954), Dial M For Murder (1954), Marty (1955), Rebel Without A Cause (1955), To Catch A Thief (1955) The Searchers (1956), Around The World In Eighty Days (1956) The Man Who Knew Too Much (1956), The Killing (1956), The Bridge On The River Kwai (1957), Gigi (1958), Vertigo (1958), Ben-Hur (1959), North For Northwest (1959) A Bout De Souffle (Breathless) (1960), Psycho (1960), Spartacus (1960) The Apartment (1960), Breakfast At Tiffany's (1961), West Side Story (1961), Lawrence Of Arabia (1962), 8 ½ (Otto E Mezzo) (1963), Dr. Strangelove Or: How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Bomb (1964), Mary Poppins (1964), Bande A Part (1964), The Sound Of Music (1965), The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly (1966), 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968), Butch Cassidy And The Sundance Kid (1969), Dirty Harry (1971), A Clockwork Orange (1971), The Godfather (1972), The Godfather Part II (1974), Chinatown (1974) Barry Lyndon (1975), Maynila: Sa Mga Kuko Ng Liwanag (1975), One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest (1975), Saturday Night Fever (1977), Annie Hall (1977) Star Wars (1977), Eraserhead (1977), Taxi Driver (1978), Grease (1978) Apocalypse Now (1979), Raging Bull (1980), Kagemusha (Shadow Warrior) (1980), Friday The 13th (1980), E. T.: The Extra-Terrestrial (1982), Scarface (1983), Blue Velvet (1986), The Last Temptation Of Christ (1988), We're No Angels (1989), Goodfellas (1990), The Godfather Part III (1990), Silence Of The Lambs (1991), Scent Of A Woman (1992), Schindler's List (1993), Pulp Fiction (1994), The Shawshank Redemption (1994), Forrest Gump (1994), Clueless (1995), Toy Story (1995) Jerry Maguire (1996), Titanic (1997), Shakespeare In Love (1998), Saving Private Ryan (1998), Fight Club (1999), Sleepy Hollow (1999), Cruel Intentions (1999), Bayaning 3rd World (2000), La Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain (2001), Donnie Darko (2001), Lord Of The Rings: The Fellowship Of The Ring (2001), Moulin Rouge! (2001), My Sassy Girl (2001), A. I. Artificial Intelligence (2001), Gladiator (2001) Red Dragon (2002), The Pianist (2002), A Walk To Remember (2002), S1mone (2002), Lovers’ Concerto (2002), City of God (2002), Big Fish (2003), Jeux D'Enfants (Love Me If You Dare) (2003), The Notebook (2004), The Scarlet Letter (2004), The Passion Of The Christ (2004), Windstruck (2004), Memoirs Of A Geisha (2005), Havoc (2005), The Departed (2006), Pan's Labyrinth (2006), Daisy (2006), Hannibal Rising (2007), Thre Will Be Blood (2007)

Tele-Vision

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